SO i have been thinking more because I have been talking about it with friends how lucky I am that I am Mormon I have taken it for granted most of my life because I was born in the the church and pretty much have known it my whole life. That they guys are the sweetest guys you will meet but as most of my friends are lds and we are like he is such a jerk and all this stuff but really a "world" jerk is so much worst, a mormon jerk is like a nice guy that youll meet in the world. It is so true i will always now look at my fellow lds boys with more love and respect and dont get me wrong there are really bad mormon boys but I havent met one yet i have heard about a few but Its like well we will be smart. I am thankful for the Amazing men that the women raise in the church!

So i had pandora radio on with disney songs on and you'll be in my heart came on. So this song has always been a hard songs for me to listen to sense my mom passed away and Its been getting better and better with this song. I was putting my clean clothes away and this line hit me and I had to blog about it because its not like really anyone reads this.
You must be strong
cause I may not be with you***
But you've got to hold on***
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together cause

the ones that have to stars next to them. I never really heard about those said tell tonight and I love it because this is one of the last songs I heard before my mom died and its a great song for it as well and that line is just speaks to me. Like my mom isnt here with me but I have to hold strong and show people I am her child I am strong and she taught me so much in the short time we had together.

love you mommy always and forever