So in Mathew i think it says to love you enemy, and that you hear to keep your enemy closer.Just to love everyone. We have always been taught this but there is someone who I dont get alone with at all I cant stand him and I just want to stay away from this person all that I can do. It is not like this person is a bad person just the thing they do and say. I am not trying to be mean when I dont like or hang out this them but for me its better I stay away from them much as possible or its not going to be pretty. I know it prob hurts their feeling I am not trying to be mean but for me I dont get along with everyone and no one does and they really get under my skin. But I know that I truly need to learn from the head guy and try to love him. I just did a talk about serving not only that but serving in the temple and we are taught as you serve people you start to love them. I need to be a better example to people around me and I need to put aside my feeling about this person and love them as Heavenly Father loves them by doing little service.

I am not one who doesnt care what people think more is they dont like me but this one person I really dont care.But I want to be a better person and an example to the people around me but also to my future children when or if something like this happens I can show them how they can love them as Jesus loves them and as Jesus love me.

SO Monday is a big day,I am doing a no sugar diet...pray i can do it...I CAN I need to put my mind into it. Itll be hard with the girls eating and I cook and going to activities with snack but Here I go just jumping right into it. thats the best way to go into the pool so why not this!!! updates to come