So I am sitting here watching P.S. I love you! I love this movie and this is not my first time and I am sitting here and she crying and I'm crying. Why do we have people in our lives and they are taken away so fast. I know there is a reason, but really I wasnt ready when my mom left me. and friends who arent really in my life anymore. I know there is a reason why they are in our lives and why they arent in our lives and we dont realize it for a long time after they are gone. I wish that some people who were a big part of my life were more in my life. I miss them a lot I feel like they never will be and it hurts because I still love them so much. but I know that they still are there and it my fault to because I dont make an effort as I should. Like the Peggy and Dan and their family I miss them so much and all the fun time we have. I know that they think about us as much as i think about them because when we do talk they always says that. but why cant we make that small effort to call them just if we get the answering machine just to say hello? why is it so hard?
Why do we feel so alone when we are not alone at all? I know we are never alone but when your in a room full of people and you still feel alone. I go through times when I feel like that I dont like it.
I need to stop watching chick flicks they just make me want a boyfriend,someone to share my life with but then they make me think deeper then I think I normally do on a every day basses.
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