my life

Its been crazy sense the last time I wrote.. I have been thinking about life and what is the most important to me and what I am looking for in my life. Things that I thought were super important are more fading out of my life some for the better. From everywhere I have been and still going I am ready to find out who I am to become the person that I have been trying to find for 21 years. Finding what I want in my life and what I dont need in my life. I know that there are things that have influence my life for the rest of it you cant change what have influenced me deep in my core. I wouldnt change what have happened in my life. There are days I wish I could go back to some days in my life where I knew I was the happiest those times I miss but I know I cant dwell on the past and I dont want to I am excited for the future but so scared. I dont know what is going to happen next but that is exciting to think what could happen. This might not make sense at all havent read it and prob wont before I push publish I could be in a different state within two weeks or I could still be here what am I going to do I dont know but I am excited to see what life has for me next.