So again I was thinking and I need to get it off my chest. There are some people in my life that I wish I could be them for a couple days and fix there lives. I bet some of my friends feel the same way about me as well. but one is one person I am not going to say name but I really wish I could be them for a couple days and then I would be so happy. This one person I love them to my core but the things they do bug me so badly. I know its their life so let them be but its really I have watch them over and over doing the same stuff I cant sit back to not say anything but I do.There are moment where I do say things I want to but its not like this person listens to me at all. I found I quote that fits perfectly If you change nothing, nothing will change. It is so true. They sat here one day and saying they wanted to change this thing but they didnt it went right back to the place where it wasnt healthy for either one of them. Its sad because I was laying in bed last night thinking about this and most people will think oh get over it your mad because they are moving on with life without you but thats not true. They moved one a little but its more like I am moving on with my life and they are pretty much where they were 4 years ago. It makes me sad about that I didnt see it tell now. They havent changed beside getting older and changing themselves. They have changed where one person going to be in life, but they do the same things sense we were in high school. Also, in a way I am moving on in life with out this amazing person not because its my choice but they are pushing me away. They have tended to push their friends away for this one person in their life thinking that is all they need. That relationship is the only relationship they need, and only one they need to work on. As the quote I put earlier they dont change anything so nothing in this relationnship changes. The fact of it I always in my head this will get better. They will be more in my life after this but its always after this after this. The thing is part of me is done with this relationship because I have nothing felt to give.But the rest of me I cant this person has been in my life for a long time we have been through a lot. but is it over? this persons not trying to stay in my life why should I be the only one trying?